wasted love

There was once a girl, who has a crush on this person named A. Everyday she woke up she keeps hoping that she will meet A somewhere around the place where she study. Every morning she keeps singing in the shower, humming every love song just the thought of A. Everytime she saw A, she just keep staring at A with her peripheral vision. However, she never have any gut to even meet A's eyes. Her heart keeps pounding faster just the sight of A, and keep on wondering that when will A ever notice her.

One day, while waiting for her friend's car, she saw A standing alone below the tree, apparently reading something. She gulped, and heard sharp intake of breath of herself. She began to sweat profusely, her hands are shaking so bad that she had to grip her shirt just to control the shaking. Suddenly, A turn his eyes on her, and she nearly faint. Their eyes met from far away, and it feels like this is happening for few hours instead of just a faint 30 second.

She tried to form a smile, but ended up forming a smirk. A raised his brow in wonder, and she blushed.

"Ohmigod, A's looking at me! Shit, what 'm I gonna do?" She whispered. But before she could form another thoughts, suddenly she notice that A is now standing right in front of her. She form a smile again, and this time a real smile appear. But, A did not smile back. She wonder why, and before she could argue some possible reason, suddenly A just pass her. She looked at where A went, and feel a sharp of pain in her heart when she saw A is hugging another girl. She can feel tears form on her eyes, while gripping on her shirt so hard that her knuckles turn red.

She was so frustrated at that time that she failed to notice an arson with a gun that aim toward her. She couldn't even form a scream when the bullet has hit her chest, and splashes of blood burst out from the bullet wound. She looked at the shocked expression on A's face before she hit the ground and bleeding to death. The last thing she heard was....

"Poor her. I don't even know her, too bad."

And so, she died with that word keep playing on her mind, while nobody is truly mourning for her.....